A soul living as a human
sometimes experiences a lack of true love. The pain is not caused by humans. When we long for love and the love we long
for is the love of the Beloved, it can be an almost unbearable feeling. This love is not found in people, material
things or positions of power. The
intensity and purity of this love comes from the Source that we have
temporarily left.
There is a deep well or
hole within that cannot truly be filled to satisfaction as long as we are a
human. This emptiness is filled in
moments of clarity, illumination and peace but it does not linger in a normal
day to day life. It relates to survival.
There are some humans who have an aura of peace and power but this projection
is demonstrated in a specific setting for a specific reason.
To fill the emptiness is
not consciously possible for long periods of time while in an active body. People may emit an appearance of sublime
oneness or blissful peace but it is primarily for the sake of the
observer. A soul that is connected
consciously to the Beloved is always longing to return Home.
This is as it is because it
is almost too much to bear. What is
almost too much to bear is the Presence.
When the Presence is fully known as the perceiver’s reality, it becomes
difficult to keep the attention in matter. It is a blessing in some ways that there are
distractions because the loss of not being in the higher realms of light
becomes too much at times.
There are deep impressions
of many kinds. Many of them are best not
known. Others when looked at fully with
understanding can cause such inner turmoil that they are best left alone. All souls are wounded regardless of how
balanced and happy they appear. The very fact a physical form is being worn is
a sign that there are wounds.
The worst wounds or
impressions are from experiences when the soul has been deceived, temporarily
lost its way, abandoned, forgetful and primarily not being able to express the
fullness of who they really are…spirit in form.
It is a secret grief that only the truly awaken feel or understand. The yearning to go Home is powerful but the
desire to serve equals that vibration.
This is true suffering because the soul is pulled in two directions…upward
and downward.
Love is sent when the pain
becomes too great. This love is
magnanimous and comes in many forms.
Trust in this and know that your companions in the Light are always by
your side. Hold on…you are not alone.
Shirlee
(all rights reserved- June 2012)
